Today was different..I mean the weather..its was not so hot not so col..or kinda close to cold...may be it rained too...I dont know...

LOl surprising?I dont know it rained or not !Yeah, becuase I didn't wanna look though the window...didn't wanna look at the out side...it was so beautiful...unbearable beautiful...dangerously beautiful

I"m very very very fond of this kinda weather..is the word Fond of can be used here?I dont think so...it dont make me happy...rather a feeling of sadness eats me...kills me..a feeling of lonelyness

The things started when I was a teenager...or lil..when I just learner to learn the world..when I started to read books like Pother Pachali ..when I started to know the nature...I used to had(have?) a starnge feeling...during each afternoon...the lil time while the sun sets..or during the rainy day when it always look like the time of sun setting...I had the feeling like I'm alone...all alone..I have nobody to share this beautiful moment with..I have nothin to do at this beautiful day

I wanted to run...I wanted to drive a car in a free road...speeding...I wanna have someone with me ...just to talk to...It was lil unusal for a girl like me!

After a lot of time it happened today..but something's changed...I'm changed..I have got someone...though he is not with me...so I called him that wanna talk...I was feeling like I would die if i dont talk with him...he was surprised but he talked ....I felt somewhat better..though it wasn't the way I wanted...

I want it this way...I wann walk through a rough road...banglay-i boli...paye chola akta rasta..jongoler vitor diye...thik jongol na but onek gach thakbe..shei gacher vitore rasta thakbe..shei rasta diye ami hatbo...oboshshoi aka na...karo hat dhore...amar shobcheye priyo manushtar hat dhore...erokom akta abahaowa...brishti brishti gondho.lol!Brishtir ki gondho ache? Ektu brishti porle aro valo hoy..bishtita ami or shathe vigbo..this is one of the biggest dreams of my life...or shathe ami brishtite vigbo

Simple dreams...puron hobe na?Oboshshoi hobe..he promised me today..hobey...I will wait for the time...waiting....