Life has stopped

Only one exam to go.After it, a long break. This  break is not at all welcomed to me!I wish everything was normal like before, I could have planned what to do in this break like before, may be nothing woudl have been done but I could spend the time in happy planning!

But its not real. It wont happen. I have to  go trhough this painful break and I have to suffer. I need something to keep myself busy. I need something to keep myself away from thinking. But when  had it happened ever like I needed something and I got it?Never!

I dont know actually what i'm going to do. Being in net, the only thing I can do in this long one month break, also thinking of joinig a zym I really need to lose a bit up.And not sure, I have to go though Java one thing is sure I haven't learnt anything from this semister and I am surely gonna regret later for it. So better not to let the water flow away before its too late..

Well thats it...my plan for this semister break...if you're with me I can do it! I really wonder sometimes its like we both know what it feels to be alone, we both know its solution why aint we try for it? Give me one last chance we will never feel lonely againwe both know what it feels like to be alone...