I'm really busy a lot

Cant come to net..cant watch Tv ....cant chat with my friends...cant stay in my forums to post something...almost forgot when last time I read a book...

Tarporo onek kaj kora hoye uthche na...like...need to change My Sequirity system to Norton 2005,to practise some turbo C programs

I have a quiz tomorrow...math...haven't started to do anything yet..God knows what will happen...I'm not at all good in Maths...

Life in nsu big time sux..fake happiness and kingdom of showoff...I used to hate them at afirst but now give a damn...everything goes to hell there why should I care?I really dont care...

All I know is i'm not liking this running...run run run...

What am I becoming?Something lifeless?Not sure...the only joy I heve in my life is my sweet..things are getting pretty normal between me and him now...not only normal...better than ever...yesterday was the first Valentine's day of my life...never in my life i had someone special to enjoy this special day...though someone who lives in a world of fantasy like me was used to think a lot about how wit would be..how it would feel to love and being loved by someone..

Now I know and I'm grateful to God for it..I'm grateful to him for it...and all these taugh time..busy time...I'm going through now..I can stand....if he is with me...I can face...holding his hands...I can face everything..do everything it takes...for my future..our future.....